our walls are wearing thin, our light is growing dim.

honestly, how does one respond to all the things that are going on right now? i feel so strange and discontent about everything. and most of all, just inadequate really. there's so many things i want, so i'm really just wondering how to enable myself to do things that seem impossible, unlikely, unfathomable. and when, oh when, will it all happen? i'm sick of waiting. i think that's the hardest part. the waiting and wondering, the wondering and waiting. please just happen. something. anything, really.